like i told Calene, i'll only blog when i'm feeling especially random .

like when you've lots of thoughts going thru your head .

but when you're asked to pen it down, you won't know where to start .

feeling exactly like this, now!

it seems that everyone is moving on .

those whom ORD, starts to look for a job/ enroll into a university automatically .

2 years ago, the topic wasn't about ORD .

but was more of POP, BMT and booking in and out on weekends .

like as you grow, the topics that revolve around you and your friends gradually changes too .

our thinking and interests changes as well .

whenever i look at others, the changes in them .

i tend to look back @ myself and reflect .

after spending 2 years of my time, what i've achieved?

supposed to study hard and work hard at the same time .

but i find it hard to juggle both at the same time .

physically i'm able to attend night classes right after work, but i do not have the motivation to revise what was taught by my lecturer on the weekends .

because i truly think that weekends are OFF DAYS for office ladies like me .

like i utilise my weekdays fully by going to work and attending classes at night .

by the time i'm home, the clock reads 11.00pm ~

there's nothing much for me to do other than washing up and turning into bed by 12.30am .

and the next day, repeating the whole routine again .

seriously, i'm quite sick of what i've to do daily .

time just passes me so quickly that now i'm turning 22, unknowingly .

i'm afraid that when i'm 25, i'll look back and regret for not enjoying while i can when i was younger .

enjoying, not as in not doing anything .

but enjoying the moments of being a full time student .

the privileges that a full time student has .

i'm deprived of it though i've a pay check that comes in every 15th of the month .

thus, after much thought .

i've decided to make the next move .

before i make any final decision, i'll wait till my results to be release in due September first .