a day without Carrie at work, time seems to take forever .

she's like my companion at work, partner and anything that describes a good colleague .

in fact, we're more than colleagues now .

humans only tend to cherish one another MORE after knowing the fact that she's leaving me for a different work location .

brought her home for dinner and all .

i could have done that earlier but didn't .

wasn't in my best mood in the morning at work today .

i didn't talk much to anyone because i felt there isn't a need .

not that I'm against anyone but i felt so reluctant continuing staying there .

in short, not v motivated to go work no more .

HUGE MAJOR AGE GAP with the rest .

Age differentiates perspective, actions and rationality .

they take me like the youngest one there, inexperienced and all .

in short, a fool that only takes instructions .

but such perspective and eyes on me doesn't affect me much .

i don't care if the manager ranks me last as a officer or ranks me first .

it doesn't matter to me anymore .

i told Carrie that I'm leaving this team for sure, be it for a good reason or a bad reason .

this team that I'm in has no coordination or teamwork .

everyone is selfish and calculative .

work's no longer fun w/o Carrie around .

sometimes i felt that politics issues might be too much for me to handle .

IGNORANCE IS BLISS, at times .

on a brighter note, night out with the hommies last weekend was WOOHOO .

thai disco (SABAI) was fun and i don't mind going there once more!! =)