i never ever felt so helpless before about my own education .

i never ever felt that studying was tougher than the working life, though it can be stressful at times .

i never ever felt that, this time round i'm gonna fail for all even without trying .

i never ever felt so disgraceful about myself .

but i'm experiencing it all .

what could even be better, to seat for the prelims and only be able to answer part a of question one and leaving the rest for the teacher to solve it .

nothing beats better to finish one question in 20 mins and waiting for the time to pass before i could take my leave from the examinations hall .

i never thought that i would behaved like the above mentioned, but i just did .

3 days ago, for my first prelim paper .

mum asked, "how was the paper?"

thenise, "confirmed fail one lah!"

cey, i sounded very confident .

woohoooooooo, i'm loving UNIVERSITY OF LONDON'S study system .

now i understand why the school allow you to complete your degree in 8 years time :)

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1) HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO BERNIE - JAN

2) HAPPY 21 BIRTHDAY TO LIZHEN - MAR

3) HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO SHIKAI - MAR

4) HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO HUIYIN - MAR

5) HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO JOOLIN - MAR

6) HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO MARCUS - MAR

7) HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO JUNWEI - MAR

8) HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO HUIMIN - APR

9) HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO YVONNE - APR

10) HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO YONGNIAN - APR

11) HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO BOONKENG - APR

12) HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO JUNHONG - APR

13) HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO IVAN - APR

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