i'm back for more updates, as promised .
i can't really recalled the dates of the specific events but i'm just gonna blog based on the pictures that i've with me .

Few saturday back, i met up with my weekend's khakis as promised .
I was the only girl because my sister and keshia could make it .
As expected, the whole group will never fail to take the chance to bully me .
Had our meals at sizzler .
The only thing that attracts me there was their side dish buffet .
As for the main dish, it don't deserved even a wow!
We were all damn full and decided to take a stroll to the Singapore Flyer .
It was my first time there and our intention wasn't to even try it out .
FYI, the tickets cost about 29.95 bucks for an adult and if you wish to book the whole wheel it would cost you about a 1000 plus or so .
Besides the Singapore Flyer being the main attraction, there's also a fish spa located there .
The concept of the fish spa was screened on tv before .
It's where you place your legs into this fish tank, with lots of small fishes .
The small fishes will then eat up the bacteria and dead skin on your leg .
Sounds kinda interesting and i should try it someday .
For 1/2 hour, it will cost you SGD 28 .
Later in the night, vicki drove us to places of interest in singapore .
The haunted ones, the favourite hot sex spots and more .
There's this damn ulu area in a cemetery that we visited (i forgot the name) .
I swore the area resembled those malaysia forest area with lots of trees and bushes .
Where the pontianak resides .
It was dark, bumpy and the road was curvy with a chest box lying around from far .
Goosebumps lahhhhhhhhhhh .




It was a week day that i met up with my group of secondary friends .
Settled down at fish&co for our dinner .
Then at starbucks for more chilling out session .
Just with their jokes, they will never fail to make me laughed like there's no tomorrow .
Our topics can range from anything under the moonlight .
I'll labelled this group of friends as the ahlian-hokkien-ban . (excluding the guys)
Because this friend of mine, calene is trying to hard to maintain her speech with no vulgarities .
But when there's a topic that agitate her badly, that's where the high climax comes .
I think in a sentence there will be at least 3, knn-s .
HAHAH!











It's gathering time for my poly-girlfriends! (xueqi & sushen)
Of course, not forgetting the usual big clique which i yet to met up with .
People like sabrina, whyn, sgt, aaron, bernie and zelynn .
I'm forgetting you, NOT! (:
2 months since i last met up with the 2 girls .
When we met up, we had non-stop topics to bitch about .
Like from school, work, to current life and more .
Sushen hasn't changed much except being attached and having a longer hair which she is super proud off! (eh, don't forget that your my schoolmate for only 1 an a half year but we shared our 3 years friendship since year 1 and counting on!)
Why she's only my schoolmate for a 1 an a half year ?
BECAUSE this girl here, always skips lecture!
HAHA
As for xueqi, she is as dolly like always and vulnerable as she can be . (my-bullying-victim!)
But she's finally gonna quit working in dior .
I love them for always being there to hear me rant but i hate them to skip school so frequently, leaving me all alone!





This is how terrible sushen laughed & causes the camera to shake!




Had an early birthday celebration for ivan .
Headed clarke quay with shikai and liwei to meet up with the rest .
Settled down at brewerkz for a tower then we had plans to go prawning .
It was my first time experience to go prawning at the pasir ris farmway .
The first half an hour was boring, like i say .
Because there was no catch at all!
But when shikai got the first catch, the kick started to come in .
Liwei caught one while i got two!
Top frag of the day ok, i went around boosting to the rest .
I know they couldn't stand me but still i have to boost! LOL
The prawns are much bigger (with spinster) then the ones we get to see in the wet market .
Though, activity like prawning is fun but somehow i felt it's cruel to have them bbq on the spot .
I felt kinda disgusting .
Maybe it's my own mentality though .
See the 2 dogs there, i think they are cute .
They are seen to always sleep beside each other .





Last sunday was family day!
Everyone wasn't working as planned .
Being able to wake up late was a plus .
Being able to go out with your loved ones altogether was a double plus .
I love!
Headed to the temple to offer our prayers then to ikea .
BTW, you can start laughing at me when i'm gonna tell you this for real .
It was my first time being at the IKEA opened in tampines .
Sua-ku, eh ?
Ikea designs are always simple and nice .
Leaving IKEA w/o buying something home, isn't something possible for the yeo's family .
Not because we are rich, but we are just trying hard to create a better living at home .
Therefore, on that very day .
Daddy yeo's pocket got burnt .
A brand new sofa set and a coffee table .
Now, i'm starting to love my living room .
But screw the damnit kitchen .




FINALLY, i've ended my assignment at cisco HR .
When i left the company, i had this love-hate feeling in me .
Sometimes, i think that i tend to contridict myself too much .
Like on the first day of work, i had a bad impression with the manager in-charge of compensation and benefits .
Likewise, i met new colleagues whom are rather friendly .
However, they are still younger then me .
The youngest i met was 17 then 19, followed by me .
To think back of the past .
Which 17 year old girl will be out in the office working as an office admin already ?
Times really changed; i reckoned .
Anyway, towards the end of the assignment i then got closer to my colleagues other then the ones mentioned .
I don't know if my theory is proven to be true or i'm just being pure sensitive .
Like to the fulltime, i'm like only a temp staff .
Who cares about socialising with someone like me who will leave the office in like a month time ?
And i'm daring enough to say that they are not warm nor friendly .
Read my lips, only-a-few .
Whom would bother to buy goodwood park durian puff and offer me .
It's really nice! (:
A must try .
But ohwells, i'm not staying there for long .
Once i've completed my task, i'm done .
To talk about completing a task, i recalled something .
There was this evening where i had to stay back for OT .
The OT wasn't about the half an hour issue or the an hour matter .
I stayed up in the office until 1030pm .
I was fucking tired by then but i couldn't leave because my work was undone .
Not because i'm slow nor lazy, but the pile of task they left for me was CRAZY .
I endured on because i told myself that preparing myself for exams and seating for the exams are much more tougher then this .
Peanuts, i told myself to kept me going on .
I was all alone in the whole HR office .
The radio was my only companion .
Upon finishing up my task, i emailed the in-charge .
Telling her that i've completed the task, like finally!
I was dying hard to suspress my anger yet trying hard to be nice .
Now to think about it, 7.50/hr ain't worth it at all .
BYE CERTIS CISCO .




On the 1st of may, i opened up my letterbox .
I was expecting a letter from SIM since way back then .
My friends had already recieved them .
Though there wasn't any good news from them, (like they was offered a diff course instead or the application wasn't successful) but i was still hoping for some miracle to happen on me .
Didn't i expect that i was one of them too .
The letter from SIM stated that they wasn't able to offer me a full time studies in the course that i've chosen .
They offered me a part time studies instead .
When i saw the content of the letter, i felt kinda dejected .
Reading the lines over and over agn, didn't helped much .
I teared .
To me it was a kind of rejection .
Like to me, i'm not up for the course .
i felt .
I felt like a loser once more to the rest .
I'm inferior of my own abilities .
Like i'm nothing compared to the rest .
AND i'm always fated to take the harder route out .
Why is this so?!
There was this saying about SIM's intake .
"As long you got money, can already!"
But i really think that this theory doesn't work anymore .
They are enrolling you based on your results .
Partially, it is also the damn dragon year with lots of competition .
I really regretted not studying hard for my o's to make it into a JC and then to a local uni .
Even if my o's results wasn't the case, it will then have to be my poly days .
But after much consoling from loved ones and friends .
I felt much better and started to accept the fact that well, part time studies isn't that bad afterall .
I'll be able to complete my degree in 2011, hopefully .
In the meantime, i can earn bucks by working temp jobs .
I really do hope things will worked out .
Bless the broken child, pls .

On the lighter note, i've booked my bangkok getaway trip since last week .
5 days more to bkk with keshia, mel and kel .
Nothing but a bless journey!
Can't wait .
Catch the fat-the-nise when i'm back ok .

This gonna be the last topic that i'll rant about .
Bear with me ok ?
"Friends" this word will be something so precious yet heartbreaking when you come to talk about it .
Like what my friends always praised of me .
"Denise, your so lucky to have so many friends around you!"
I thought i was indeed lucky .
But i'm so wrong at times .
Yes, the feeling of having lots of friends surrounding your life seems so much fun .
But have you people thought about the times when someone you called on as a friend, bastard you ?
How will you react ?
What would you feel exactly ?
Sometimes, i tend to be speechless when such circumstances comes by .
Especially, your close friends are the ones .
You feel disgusted with them, utterly .
But yet, you got to pretend that nothing had happened .
I really hate it when my friends used me as a stepping stones for higher heights .
Was it something you did, that you didn't even noticed ?
OR
Was it pure coincidence ?
I'm starting to hate you .

♥ 8:13 PM