5 days before school reopen, i was so enthusiastic into getting myself new stationary for school .
Like all out for school !4 days before school reopen, my timetable was out .
I was vvv reluctant to go school .
Due to having 4 electives, sushen isn't in the same class as me .
I thought i was all
alone .
So i got this mentality to be alone and isolate myself .
Well, things got alittle better, when i knew that at least i have 3 friends whom has the similar timetable as me .
Sabby, Shuili and Peiwen .Thank god .
I'm not trying to say that i'm someone whom is afraid of
loneliness .
Just that sometimes during certain lessons, u need someone u noe to bitch tgt .
You can't simply expect me to pick anyone i don't know and start a topic right ?Like so random .Anyway, so much so about timetable .
School has started for 2 days .
Lectures and tutorial attended .
Imagine ..
For
8 mths, i've not been touching any books ?
It's quite hard to concentrate,
u know .
I seriously need to tune myself into the so call,
study mood .
Pardon me for being so random .
Ever since the first day of school for sem 3.2
I've seen lots of changes in almost everyone .
From good to bad or vice versa .
Be it appearance, dressing, character or whatsoever .
Everyone changes and so do i .
Some changed into another person whom they don't even know .
Some changed for the better .
Everything that happened was like a lesson learnt for me .
An eye opener .
As we grow .
Friends come and go .
Those whom will stay
will stay .
Those whom will leave
will go .
So much true about the ugly truth about humans .
However, i still feel that in a friendship .
It's how much your
willing to give in order to
sustain the friendship .
Action speaks louder then words .
Heart is able to feel better than any touch .
So please spare me all those torment .
Do away with all those fake smiles .
Do away with all those fake concern .
Do away with all those fake lies .
Do away with all those fake entertaining .
Trust me,
i will feel better .
A happier girl,
without you .
So screw you, MF .