Continued from the previous post (Saturday) .
After work, KESH came to look for me .
She waited until i knocked off from work .
AHKOU and KELWIN came to Suntec to look for us .
Headed for supper at Upper Thomson Rd .
Then to East Coast Park .
The 4 of us sat on the breakwater .
Facing the vast sea .
Each o f us had our own thoughts .
It really sets me thinking ~
"How wonderful life would be, if only everyday was so peaceful?"
We sat there about an hour or so .
AND
All thanks to the sea breeze that i'm caught with a flu .
Was supposed to head home but we did not .
Went to the isolated car park right at the end of ECP, which they labelled it as the "fuck park" .
It's a place where couples drive their vehicle there .
Park there .
Mist their windows .
Do their make out bussiness there .
We were also there to "join in the fun" .
HAHA!
AHKOU drove round and round the carpark and we spotted a few of them doing their cheap thrills there .
Left awhile later .
The next stop was the airport .
Terminal 2 .
While AHKOU was driving, KESH and me were sleeping behind the back seat .
Suddenly, the whole car jerked forward .
I thought we met an accident .
I woked up with a shocked man !
Only to realised AHKOU's car hit the curb .
I guessed KESH was more traumatized about it .
We sat at starbucks to lepak .
KESH and me was indeed very - very tired .
Left at 4 am .
I was only asleep at 5 am .

Luckily, the next day i was able to wake up for work .
Met up with my friend and we took a bus down to work together .
I slept from the start of the bus journey till my destination .
Uber - tired !
When i was at work, i realised there was blood shot on my right eye .
I looked alil devlish .
I was down with flu & sore throat .
Practically, i was dragging myself at work that day ~
That was still okay .
The worst part was i heard some comments that i shouldn't hear .
The words still come from a CHINA lady .
An old lady from CHINA was trying on a pair of pumps .
She liked it alot .
She claimed that it was very comfortable .
But she said it was quite expensive .
It costs about 129.90 bucks with an additional 10percent off !
She asked me if i could give further discount .
I said, it's not possible becoz it's a new arrival .
After explaining, i just smiled .
Then her friend came into the picture .
This was what she said in chinese .
"Aiya, the people here are like that one lar, they don't have the time to hear you say all this ."
"They say one means one ."
"You cannot negotiate with them one lar."
I was fuming mad .
I said, "xiao jie, you don't have to put your words in this way one."
"If you really wan the discount, you can go ask my boss."
"I don't have any say ok!"
I walked away after saying my piece .
Whenever, i'm at work .
I tend to have lots of thoughts .
I see families going out together .
I envy them .
Parents buying shoes for their daughters .
I would feel that they are fortunate .
To actually, think back .
I've not been out with my family as a whole for at least 6 months?
How i wish, there will be a day again .
My parents had not being pampering me on my materialistic stuffs for at least a YEAR?!
Been spending on what i've barely earned .
I'm just a pathetic teenager with a terrible youth-hood .

So on a monday, i got to wake up earlier than usual to study for my quiz .
The kind and nice ahpek gave me a morning call .
BUT
This time round, his call did not worked .
I went back to sleep after he hung up .
LOL
So in short, i did not study for my quiz .
Luckily, it's only 5 mcqs questions .
Thanked gawd ~
When i was home after school, i was SUPPOSED to study for another quiz .
But i did not .
Once again, too tired .
Can't concentrate .
Yes, my excuses are limited .

Therefore, this morning i woke up early to study .
Read thru my lecture notes .
I doubt i really undertstand what i've studied .
I'm starting to doubt my own capability .
I guessed i might not be able to pass my quiz, like expected huh .
After school, i met up with KESH .
Accompanied her to Suntec to settle her stuffs .
After that, we went to look for my mama at Centrepoint .
Went home together .









These few days, i ain't in my best .
Feeling sickly .
Some say i looked tired .
While others say i looked shag .
Yes, i'm mentally very tired with the things im facing now .
I'm breaking down .
If telling others my problems could actually solved it .
I wun mind repeating it a thousand or even a million times .
But i know it wun help .
The problem has been there since i was born .
I'm so sick of it .
Why can't i lead the life like the others ?

♥ 10:18 PM