I had my telesys lab test today .
I screwed up the whole damn thing .
Both of my girlfriends told me that it was very easy .
I took their words; i believed .
Believed by not even studying for the lab test .
It's true that the paper was easy .
No doubt .
BUT no matter what button i pressed, i just could not get the SINEWAVE to be displayed on the screen .
I got so - so fed up !
I blame myself for being so useless, for being so dumb, for being such a failure .
My tears started to roll down only when my teacher asked me this .
Teacher: "Denise, what happen to u huh?"
Me: "Dunno how to do"
He tried to helped me out by giving me some clues .
But time was running out .
I choose to gave up the whole paper .
There goes my 10 marks .
IT hurts me even more when i know from peiwen that i only get 4 outta 10 for my quiz .
I couldn't take too much blow at one shot .
Walked out of the classroom .
Keeping my head low .
Borrowed one of my friend mine calculator, before i dashed towards the toliet .
My tears could not hold any longer .
It flowed out .
I'm so worried that history might repeat itself like the previous semester ~
Anyway, thanks PEIWEN for the console !
=))
Lunched outside with my classmates .
Backed to skul for the extra revision lecture .
At the start of the lecture, i could not follow the lesson .
I was damn pissed .
But i started to understand certain parts of the qns when i analyse it myself ~
Met up with ALBERT and JOOLIN at the library .
Did some random revision .
I'm glad that i was able to concentrate for the full 2 hrs .
Backed home .