i woke up rather early today and realised that i had a neck cramp .
i did not slept properly last night ~ i went to haf lunch with my mother .
while i was outside , i SAW her ..
after seeing her, my mood changes and my heart feels so heavy .
i do not know what results in my changes of mood and etc .
i jus know that by seeing her, it reminds me of him .
i feel that somehow something is going on but i haven yet discover .
after that, i kept quiet for quite long till then my mother ask why my expression of my face change till like that.
i answer her moodly,"nolaa,nothing~"
when i was home, i jumped on my mother's bed right away
i dun wanna think so much , i jus wanna sleep to prevent me from thinking anything
however, my dear mum help me to massage my neck and i felt so much better and soon i fall asleep till six in the evening .
when i woke up, i told myself ..
"do i feel better after waking up?!"
i was glad my heart answered me "SLIGHLTY!"
so i procced on with my dinner and here im typing this entry ~
sometimes it really hurts to hear the truth ~ but curiosity still kills the cat . so i've decided to be the curious cat and i will find out more . i hope i will not suffer in pain as a result of being the curious cat ~
after hearing what your friend had told me, it really urged me to move on more ~
last sunday, i mit up with OJW ~ i nid to talk to him regarding his problems ~ as a friend of mine, i do not wish him to end up with nothing . cos the feeling of having no one to by your side when u nid them is terrible . i've tasted it once and i don't wish him to suffer also . im glad that he realised that he had changed so much after attending mr KHOO's lesson ~ i hope the talk i had with him did help him to realised what he had lost after his overall changed in character or wadsoeva ~ sometimes is better to stick to old friends compare to new one ~ cos ure old friends tends to understands and forgive you more . i just wanna tell you that your old friends,
HAVE NOT GIVE UP ON YOU ! i also hope that this matter does not really
affect you muchh alright ?
STUDY HARD for your O's lvl first ~
ALL E BEST !