everyone's is asking me to update my blog . especially that FBK ! ~ u know who u are ureself yaa? =Xhmm losta and losta of thing happen during this period of time when i did not blog. actually this time round, i was not lazy to blog. Just that when i know i start blogging, i will nid a long time to list down everything that happens on me . seriously, i am falling sooner or later !me and my boy ended ~ it was on thurs(11/08/05). This may sound rather shocking to every of my friends but certain things are unexpected in life. I did not wanted to end this relationship so soon . However, there are certain factors like TIME forced me to choose this cruel path ~ In this breakup, it was the both of us we agreed upon . I asked him that if a break up will bring a solution to our problem. He considered and he hesitate before deciding to let me go . It's agreed between the both of us ~ and at this point of time, i dun want him to feel guilty or even blame himself that he had decided this way ~ seriously, i have nvr blame him for that answer ..We broke up for more than a week ~ however, we still did sms or contact one another. The difference is we are friends ~ ~hmm, peeps when u all read my this entry dun be shocked about wart had happen ~ and pls dun blame me for not telling you about this ~ because i feel this is nothing honourable to go around telling . I rather let all of u realise it ureself .. I'm kind of glad when i knew that he is still doing fine with his daily life. *grins*since the day we ended, i survived my life with jus my family and friends. I must thanks certain of my peeps that helped me go thru this darkest period. They hear me out and they spent time with me ~ =)) I LOVE ALL OF YOU LOADS ! now i am going thru a rather rocky part of my life . not only my love life ended ~ my family are facing certain probs which i am not going to mention here .. *i'm glad that i still can survive despite so many shiat falling down on me* BUT, i still hate myself for being me NOW ! =X arghhhalryte, skul is ending less than a week ~ i will miss by classmates ! even though we are drewing closer only when the semester is starting end. But i will nvr forget all of u . Especially , chuaxueqi , wangsushen and laura ooi ~chuaxueqi is a girl whom i love bullying ! she is a weak victim when she hangs out with me ~ i love her laughter and her smiles ! she is one gurl whom i tell my probs too also ~ i jus love the way she is ! but try to be stronger LAH ! =)) wangSUSAN ~ this girl here is also another victim i love beating and bullying ~ however she is one girl whom know how to protect herself. whenever i hit here she will revenge ~ see how evil she can get ryte ? unlike xueqi ~ let me bully anywhere, anytime !she is also another gurl whom i will tell my probs too . as for laura OOI ~ this girl here always let me insult ! WAKAKAK ~ wadeva she says and wadeva she does i will comment . as long as i have the chance to do so . and she will reply saying "IDOIT LAH ! SI DENISE!" infact this 3 girls laughter are contagious ~ excluding me la hor ? =X HAHAHAas for my another group of girls ~ they are SIANhui,peiwen,yunxin and ezhili . SIANhui is one gurl who is damn damn gentle . the way she smiles and the way she walks . her hair damn long lah ! however, she is the only girl in that group i love to disturb also . she claims that i am evil and mean and a big BULLY~ who cares? i jus love de siaoing u ~btw she is SIANhui not XIANhui kayys ? =Xx as for peiwen, she is one cute, harmless and swit gurl to be with . =)) as for yunxin ~ she will go ard saying this, "zhe me ban?" HAHA! she is another one innocent yet blurish girl ! =Pp ezhhili , she is the only indian gurl in class ~ nvr really interact much with her thou . but i will damn miss her "WEI DAO!"as for the boys, i have lyon,boonkeng,bernard and edwin tanCAIHAO ! =X lyon is attached to my chuaxueqi ~ he is one crazy guy . simply can't stand straight at all . his body will go up and down up and down ~ however he is one good friend i can open my heart to . he hears me out and argue with me at the same time . he is easily amused i can say ~ =)) a goodlooking boy if he can REMOVE his black dots on his FACE ! lyon when u see this line dun go ranting at me okay ? =X for FOOBOONKENG ~ he helps me out in my java ~ infact he do all my java project for me ~ he is also another one who hears my problems out ~ thnks man ! his cheeks looked so pinchable ar ~ however, whenever i say i wanna pinch his cheeks he goes siaming me ! *sighs* KAYbernard arhh ~ walao this guy i RESPECT ar ~ if i am you, wa "buay LUN ar! . this is his favourite phrase . his eyebrown looks like la bi xiao xin ! =X he and boonkeng always play catching with one another in class . how OLD le ? grow up lahh . alryte, for edwintanCAIHAO ~ this guy looks damn like SLY siaz. he always like to pretend pretend smile on his face~ if he is smaller in build, i guess he can be my sister le lah !~ =X another grp is faiz,baldwin and sean ~ they are one funny lot . as for faiz, he is tall and BLACK! his my secondary peep ~ i can say he gets along rather well with me ~ he is also sometimes my victim whom i disturb . as for SEAN THUMBBYE , always gets a scolding from me . too bad lah ~ blame it on ure luck . who ask u to be born BLACK ? =X as for baldwin, he is one guy whom really smiles alot and is easily amused.. aiyah his chinese just shucks for wart i know =Pp boo ! for the last grp, i only interact with ivan, alfred and tim . the rest, i seldom talk or nvr talk to b4 ~ ivan is one guy who is humourous . the way he talks and act is just enuff to make people laff ~ =) as for alfred, he got a damn unique face ~ whenever he speaks, i know it will for sure be alfred and no one else . he did help me in my maths sub . thnks for that ! tim, he is a rather quiet boy . mayb he should learn how to interact more i guess.. as for kelvin and weiren , i hardly get to see them in class .i jus hope and pray for them that they can make it to the nxt semester despite being absence for so long.OKAY! enuff for this entry . its damn long ! ciaos ~
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