i'm in the skool lab now ~ awaiting for the arrival of ma teacherrr .. it's like been damn l0ng since i last bl0gged ~ skool had started for about 3 weeks . well, i can say that relationship with my classmates had improved . at least we started to talk to the guys more .. as wart i say , all we needed was time to prove everything . however my perception and negative view of poly had not changed since the start of skul . i dislike poly life ~ i jus hope something or even someone cud change my point of view of poly . it is only the third week and there are already projects , test and upcoming quiz . i started to feel the stress .. friends told mie that the first year of poly will be damn slackk ~ but i dun really feel that way .. in engineering skul, i have to touchh maths once more . and i fcuking shucks at it .. i thought that the last time i hab to touch maths is during the o's lvl . but i was wrong wrong wrong ! ! i am like struggling with tt damn sub foreva . maths jus dun seemed to go straight in my brains .. i dunnor whyee oso . alryte , i admit i am SLOW okayy ~ is like whyee others can cope with their maths and not mie ? WHYEE ? i always tell myself that i will go back and revise but i nvr .. i am jus letting time slipping away in my life . i dun see any future ahead of mie ~ i dunnor where info - communications will bring mie to . i may fail ? or mayb i may even drop out of poly ? no one KNOWS !ohya ! i've got 1 golden advice from one of my peep . he told mie that i must not know wart i wan , but i must know wart i am doing ~ this phrase seemed rather meaningful to mie . cos if i only know wart i wan and nvr take actions on it . it will always jus be a far away dream for mie ..
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