jus finished my 2 hrs math tuition. i felt kinda siann n0w maybe ishh due to the c0ld weather.. after resting i have to get backk to my studies whichh i am totally sick off~ h0wever i have no choice agains. i'm only left with 11 days and the days are getting lesser and lesser. it means that i am nearer and nearer to my O's lvl. it maybe either a happy thing or sad thing f0r me . happy thing ish i will s0on be getting over with my O's lvl. sad things ish i d0n't have enuff time f0r my study. sooo i'm kinda NERVOUS ! ~ i really w0nder i can make it f0r my O's lvl anot? bec0s my weakest subjeCt whiCch ish my maths is a reallll big problem f0r me. . 0thers said that i can make it f0r my maths, some w0rry that i cannot make it. even for myself i oso worry that i cannot make it. i d0n't dare to put muchh hopes on myself to pass my mathss. i'm n0t sure either. maybe the 0thers said that i can passed ishh bec0s they want to motivate me only. HAHA! i'm really afriad of my MATHS! *siGhs* this 12 days shall decide my FATE to go to the poly i guess..
errhhs, i guess all of my peeps are oso struggling like me studying all day l0ng. n0w, we have no lyfe at all!! f0r this 2 weeks i shall try my best and i'm strrictly n0t suppose to slackk becos time is really running out. n0 time shall be wasted on going out, socialising,solving problems and etccc.. all suchha stufss shall be d0ne after my O's lvl. i'm gonna put all my heart and soul in studying f0r OnCeee ~
Yesterday was my science O's lvl pratical. i'm for sure dead for my chemistry pratical! shall work harder on my the0ry i guesss.. but the thought of not doing well for my chem pratical makes my hart goes achingg.. i had high expeCtations for my SCIENCE! =\
i d0n't own u anything ~ i have my 0wn freed0m and own matters which can be kept as a secrets fr0m u.. d0n't always s0und as if i am always the one at fault.. sometimes the problem oso c0me fr0m u ~ st0p being possesive and jealoussss of everything.. Respecting people's property ishh something whichh u d0n't d0 and giving excuses to c0ver all ure misdeeds is ure speciality.. i shall leave everything to fate ~ i'm not going to try to do anything to make u feel that u're impt to me. enoughhh ~ i've d0ne my part and h0w ab0ut you? u're always expecting me to make the first move and always giving in to u.. when u were cl0se to my best budd, did i even v0ice out. nO!! h0wever, i cannot totally blame u bec0s my best budd 0so ch0ose y0u more than me. even if our days ended, i felt that it will be g0od f0r da b0th of uss..
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