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Wednesday, August 25, 2004

frankly speaking now, i am feeling damn farked up with my friends! i dunno wart is wr0ng between us that had resulted in this pathetic situation n0w.. even if exams is round the corner and all of u are stressed up, can't u all make the effort to give me a call.. whyee must it always be me to call u all?? whyee!!!! i'm really sick and tired.. i'm not being calculative about me always calling you all. but at least give me a call when i am siCCkk.. sh0w me that u all at least care?? that 0ur friendship still contains care and concern among us.. i feel like a pathetic soul when this happens you know.. pls d0n ever blame me for not being the usual me towards u all~ every0ne have their limits to everything including myself!

for t0day, everything as usual.. in class i felt so bored and got n0 mood for anything.. i jus kept thinking and thinking about the problems i had with my clique.. *sighss* when i am absent, no one c0llect my worksheet for me.. even though i have a few close friends in class.. surprisingly, those who are not tt close to me, asked me whyee i did not come to schh.. upside down uhh? the world is changing i can say.. den by today i must rushh finish my h0me ec0ns c0ursew0rkk.. i was rather confused while trying to complete my courseworkk.. i was afraid that i could not complete by t0dae.. it is bec0s today is the dead end of the dead end.. finally i manage to complete my coursework but during my home econs period i scolded one of my classmate bec0s she is damn bl0ody kp! keep at there shout here and there jus because she cannot complete her coursework.. her voice damn irritating! so i jus shouted at here and said "relax lahh!" she looked at me like not happy like tt.. as if i care! who ask her, prov0ke me at the wr0ng m0ment when i am not feeling rightt..
after that, reCcess was 0kiee only that i saw the gurl whom i scolded gave me a blackk face.. act lahh shee~ as if i see her angry i will scared! to me she is nth in my eyes.. after schh, the three of us walked home but not muCh talkin within us~ very very unusual.. now i den realise i am the 0ne wh0m always do the talkin.. if i d0n talk they oso as usual lahh dun talk.. jus n0w we aCt as if we are a mute clique~! aRghhh!!! i'm really sickk lahhhh!!!!!!! *nise signs off*


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