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Friday, July 16, 2004

arghhh! t0dae was indeed a bad bad bad bad day for mie and i simply hate todae! sumthing bad had happen to me and my dear. 
 
everything t0dae was as usual when i go to schh. after schh i will be having my geo test and i dun feel lyk taking the test c0s the feeling is jus not there and i wanna drop my ge0~ there ishh s0oo muchh things for mie to study f0r my ge0 and i guess there will be not muchh tym for me to complete it b4 my prelims yea. i still have 0ther subs that i need to concentrate oso. if i only concentrate mainly on geo, i tink i am a big f0ol. bec0s whenever i study for my ge0 i always FAIL! kinda feel soo demoralise and time wastingg to study for my ge0. after my ge0 test i hab to go f0r a maths retest on "probability" and i spend about 2 hrs in schh b4 i went h0me. after i reached home i called j0annie and asked her whether she still wanna g0 to TM an0rt. not long later she arrived at my place to re-write her disc and put in new songs. while she was doing that i was preparing myself and my darling called me. i told him that i will be waiting for him to join us. we went to TM to roam about here n there and see cl0thes,sh0es and almost everything that can be felt. .  hehhs! after that i met up with my sista and the f0ur of us went r0aming about TM and century agains and my leg was aching already. todae at TM i bought a new blouse and a ring for myself. kinda like th0se 2 stuffs that i had bought todae..  f0r quite long i had nvr pamper myself already.
 
after our shopping, it was still early and we decided to go to our nearby "PASA MALAM" i guess going there was already a wr0ng m0ve. while walking passed different shops, we came across a one that had snake performance. so all of us jus stop and watchh the man playing with the snakee. at first, all of us were paying attention to wart that so call "shifu" was performing. later on he had chosen my darling to help him out and i felt kinda shy ahhs. i wonder how my darling felt at that moment when he was chosen and up there. alsh0 hab to praise him for his guts to be there fer so long. at first the shifu only asked my darling to hold a chopsticks and he will perform my breaking the chopsticks by using his throat strengthh.. kinda impressive~ later on i thought my darling need not help him already. h0w i know, he asked my darling to be the guinea pig for his performance. he wanted to turn my darling hand 360 degress front and backk and he said wart grab wart bone. arghhhs! i dunno wart the heck his saying lahhs. his chinese was soo br0ken and i could hardly hear him. but i was so damn worry that he will made my darling lost or sprain his arms. even though he may held a stall there for such things and he maybe confidence in his doing. but afterall accidents do happen yea. there are so many wart if you know. "if he failed? if he sprain his arms? if he g0t br0ken b0nes"  i see the so call shifu the face oso buay s0ng lahh. like a cheater face rather den a h0ly personn. at that moment when he any o how touch touch my darling i feel like he was like a guinea pig lahhss. jus dun like it buttt i dun hab the guts to go f0rward and stop the performancee.. i was feeling so heartbroken when i see him any o how grab my darling bones and pull his clothes up. my heart realli hurts that much that i had nvr had tt feelings b4. i kept signalling him not to help that shifu but i dunno whether he gets my message. so i had no choice ahh, keep expressing a kinda of facial expression to my darling to let him know. but he seems to ignore mie~ den i at there damn fed up and feeling so farked up at that very moment. den i guess the shifu oso feel that my darling dun wish to do already and he guess that i was his friend and i keep give 1 farking l0ok to that shifu ahhs. when tt shifu point that i was my darling friend, every0ne l0oked at me. i was like so malu but had no choice.  i guess from my face every0ne shd kn0w that i am unhappy.  den the words that the farkin shifu was indirectly saying me ahhs! he tink he damn great ahhs. i was only worrying for my darling only mahhs. is there anything wrong? my darling wan to leave he oso dun alllow. PCB! made me so damn fed up and after my darling had succesfully turn his arms 36o degress that farker shifu was soo smug. nBcB~ actually, i wanted to walked away already when he started to say mie but i am afriad that my darling would be sad and it will affect his performance. so i had no choice ahh, stand there lyk a f0ol and let ppl say. in the cr0wd, there were many of my schh mates and when i left the place every0ne gave me a kinda l0ok . damn it! i was so fed up that i walked so fast and did not b0ther to talk to my darling. i guess the way that i had treated my darling had made him soo upset that he cried? i'm so damn confused that i dun wanna f0rgive him. only after muchh hearing fr0m his difficulties,  i f0rgive him.  i had cried whenn i heard his voiceee turning softer and softer.. *sighss*
 
t0dae, i had type a l0ng update 0n wart happen and i dun wanna carry 0n further. i jus wanna add on that tml ish my schh cross country and i wanna turn in to bed early so that i hab the energy to "chiong chiong chiong!"
*nise signs off*


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