after the one day h0liday, sch reopens againz. when i was in class today i did not feel as tired as last week, maybe because i slept earlier. in sch today, everything was as usual. i lead my own way of life in class. ehh, it's true that wart she said had really happened. i am numb over it already and i can live without it. =) maybe tt will do all of us go0d. todae after schh, i do not have peer tutoring and i went home for a 2 hrs nap before i woke up for my maths tuition. my maths tution supposed to end after one an the half hour but my tutor carry on teachin me. i felt so fed up because wart ever she thought me after the one and the half hr jus simply cannot go in my brains. i jus nodded my head as she explains *act act* after tuition, i played the computer awhile and i ate my dinnerz and i think i will have to do my hwk later on. =(

about yesterday, i went out with my clique to the t0wn area. we wanted to watch the spiderman II but the tickets were sold out almost at every cinemas. it was only left with those late slots and some of my friends find it too late. so no choice, we jus had to go shopping. even thought this outing was very normal and plain but afterall it was a time for me to relax. hhmm, yesterdae for a number of times i was quite angry with my dear. i do not know whyee also. maybe because i was not in the right m0od or it is because the things he did not suit my seeing. *perharps~* for quite a no. of incidents i kept giving him attitude. arghh` i oso dunno whyee! *s0rryY.ab0ut.it.darling!* when we were walking towards the MRT station, a old indian man approached us. he asked us how to get to the MRT station and we showed him the way. we even took the same MRT with him so that we can guide him to his destination. he kept praising us that we are g0od citizen and blah blah blahh and even taught me how to speak some of his language. after that we parted and we went our own ways. when i was heading h0me, calvin called me to go out n meet them to study and i told them i will called them backk later to confirm with them. however, i decided to meet up with them and do some work. when i reached home, it was already 11 o cl0ck. i was feeilng tired and i quickly washed up so that i can be in bed ASAP! =)

arghh! i betrayed my principal and so call i had betrayed you. i jus simply cannot resist it. i told myself upteem times not to do it but unfortunately i failed. i wonder warts ish wrong with me! sorry about it. i am really sorry. i tink i get to get things right down in my heart. i must know wart i can do and wart i cannot. *sighs* i hope tis feelings jus get away from me as soon as possible. i simply cannot handle it anymore. ehh, for her i tink i had taken things easy. if she do talks to me, i will talk to her if not i cannot blame her because she also have her own clique. i cannot force sumthing to be by my side when it does not bel0ngs to me and i do not wish that u are unhappy. i jus prayed that things wun go wrong for the both of us and we will jus remained like that. *nise signs off*

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