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Friday, July 02, 2004

day by day goes by and it seems that the time is also racing against me... t0dae is already the friday since the day schh had reopen on monday.. everyday seems to be so0oo packed with differnt kinds of upcoming activities.. i believe every student that are graduating this year will prefer that the schh don reopen at all.. because the schh had already prepare lotsa and i really do mean lotsa of supplementary lesson f0r us after schhh.. even though i nid not report back for my CCA after schh but its still the same.. i still hab to go for lessons after schh.. everyday, i am jus repeating the same routine.. i wonder if i can really bear for an0ther 4 mths aan0t! budden nvm, i have to be positive about this matter because after my O's level i hab 7 mths of enjoyment yea! so whyee not study n0w ahh =)

these past 2 days i felt kinda habit to the things happening to me. maybe i am sumone whom can adapt things quickly yea? not because i find another subsituition in replace of you, its just that i d0n't wanna force myself into a situation whereby i made myself so0o thick skin.. maybe u may hab differnt thoughts and views on wart i did but i had n0 fear on how u think about me because i did nth wrong and i jus prefer this way. it will do me good and u too! at least i dun have those feelings hindering in me. well, for her i was rather disappointed on the second day. because i simply dun understand wart kinda of person she was u know when she did tt to me. but i did not say muchh, i jus continue to observe her.. after that she told me how she felt and wart situation she was in. and i told her~ i understand yea. i dun blame her. maybe i am disappointed with her because i felt that she say 1 thing yet do another. and i feel that she owns me a explaination but on thurs she explain to me everything and sumhow i felt so0o much relieved..

another thing was that i felt so much beta deep inside me when i told t0oty and b0on h0w i felt to certain things. i really appreciate it when they lent me their ears. *thnks* i really envy them u know whyee? because i felt that they do not hab any worries in lyfe and are sooo carefree. but after i told them about my problems they oso start to tell me theirs. denn i realise everyone will have problems one. is see h0w we go n face it yea? lyfe is not a matter of h0w we put our bravery to test but it ish about h0w we put compassion into it.. =)

t0dae ahh, i damn blur! i t0ok a nap in the aftern0on and was disturbed by a ph0ne call. it was from my sista. she called and asked me where i was i t0ld her i was at home and i am going to schh for my LC comprehensi0n! but actually it was only fri and i thought it was already the nxt day. i thought it was in the morning already as my room cl0ck shows 5.45.. i tink i was too nervous about the LC comprehension.. *breathe in breathe out!* ehh for quite few days i nvr chat with keshia already~ w0nder h0w she ish already! ehh wish every0ne for the LC tml all the best yea! go go go` *nise signs off*


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