hmmm.. kinda of busy lately so i did not blog for the past 2 days!! but nvm i will try to relate in the bloggie wart had happen to me this past 2 days ehh.. Everything was as usual because i just stayed at home to waste my time. If not i will go to my mother's shop to helped her out with my darling.. i'm feeling soooooooo bored during the JUNE holidays! infact it is not a holiday for me but a period for me to study yea.. unfortunately, i did not revise my work at all. i only did some bits and pieces of my homework.. maybe jus to satisfy myself ehh? =Xx this few days, i was feeling rather down because of sum family matters... sumtimes i really do not know wart to do u know. is either i totally turn heartless into another person or i shall be a weakling one? n0 ones ever know how much i felt at tis moment.. it seems like i am so desperate for a change in my present situation! The saddest thing i ever came across this year ish TODAE! whyee? it's because todae ish the day where family members get together for a celebration known as "father's day!" butttttt.... i nvr even saw his face since yesterdae.. it's really a sad thing! i really want to give him the feeling of being dote by his own daughters but he nvr seems to give me a chance to do so... the only thing i can say ish he had CHANGE! even though he had change, but how the way i regard him had nvr changed.. because he ish my one and only! but the things he did really disappoint not only me but my whole family... *sighs* i really want a change in present lyfe now!

nxt i wish to bring up is what i had learned while i was at my mother's flower shop.. there was a man in his late 60's came chit chatting with me.. he ish a well spoken man with losta of knowledge.. at first i chatted with him like normal but soon he started to ask wart i wan to do when i finished my O's level.. he gave me examples like go to the JC to get my A's level but i told him nO. i want to go to the poly and i hate JC lyfestyle.. he say going to JC ish not a bad thing but i insisted that i dislyk JC! =Pp
earlier on i did told him that i wished to go into applied science and he asked me whyee? i told him because i wan to be a forensic patologist (those doctor whom check on the dead corpse).. when he heard about it he was rather amazed.. den he told me say he had a friend whom is under this occupation and he say that his friend's face ish so yellow.. it is because his friend faced the dead corpse everyday! hAhAha... den i told the old man it is better to face the dead den to face the living humans. morever my temper oso not tt good. so if i have to work under a industry where i hab to service customer i tink a few days i will lost my j0b =Pp.. den he told me a something that i think that it ish shooooooooooo meaningful. here it goes.... "don't fret about the past as it is already history. don't worry about the future as it is yet to come. live your life todae like it is going to be the last day! i really love this phrase sooo much! it's really so meaningful yea? oOOx yah! he still told me not to be so pessimistic about life jus because there is a few bad experience.. *c0olz*

ehhhh i think the only happy thing i experience todae ish to go out with my DARLING! todae ish the 2o.o6.o4 and it ish the 14th months that i am with my darling.. *hURrAy!* i went out with him the for almost the whole day.. he brought me to the heartland mall which is located a kovan.. i had nvr been to that mall ehh? *sua ku* l0lz.. i went there with him to ate YOSHINOYMA.. both of us eat until very full ehh den we walk about the heartland mall.. even though the area there is rather small but the things they sell there ish still acceptable ahhh =) we even took LAME neo stickers!! later on we went on to bugis to shop againz. i bought a small present for him jus because of todae and i want him to know that i still remember todae. even though my legs are tiring but i really had a fun time with my darling. even though he damn lame ah at times but he did make me smile at time 0so yeah? =Pp but....... sad things is when i reached home, i looked around the house and i presume he ish not back since yesterdae... i was really feeling down....
that's very long for todae already.. *nise signs off*

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